Being God’s True Stewards In This Hour

Dear Saints,

I pray that you all had a joy-filled Christmas holiday. I have another important word from the Lord given through my dear friend and pastor. In addition to that, I have another update on my situation.

Please prayerfully read what the Lord would say to us:


The Lord says: “I came to earth as a babe lying in a manger…& was destined to die for the sins of mankind. And I accomplished everything that My Father decreed…everything was well-pleasing in His sight. And now I come to you, My people to tell you it is time for you to do the SAME…you must let go of your lives & now begin to accomplish My Father’s will for YOU. For I did not come & die so you could sit on the grace & power of what I accomplished for you…I came so that you might have life & have it more abundantly.

Do you not know that My abundant life is not just for yourselves? Do you not know that as I fed the multitudes, the overflow went out to all that were in need? Even so, what I have given to you is not supposed to be kept to yourselves…it is not to be kept secret. For I came to share My life, not with just you, but all who are around you. Unless you will know this deep within your heart, you will not perceive the truth of what I say. For my Zoe life cannot sit idle & not be used for My glory. You need to see that to do this is sheer ignorance.

Remember…ignorance can mean more than just not knowing…many times it means knowing but choosing to ignore. This is the true reality in many of My people. They know they are supposed to be vessels of My glory. They know they are supposed to reach out & touch the world with My love…but because of the “pseudo faith” that has been instilled within them, you have relented in doing what is pleasing in My father’s sight & instead have chosen to bury & hid your talents. How is it that My people can hear these things & still nothing ever seems to change?

How can this even be possible? The answer is there & I have already shown it to you. For THAT day will reveal the truth of all things & I will separate the ones that please Me, from those who are playing their selfish religious games. Do you not hear the love & concern in My voice? Do you not understand that what I am saying to you is an act of desperation to warn you & to turn you away from what you have sowed in your lives? So many think that all is well within them & they are right before My Father. My people need to stop believing falsehoods!

How can My people believe something when I have told you just the opposite? How can My people be so blinded by the enemy that they continue in their own foolish ways? I love you with an everlasting love & a remnant knows this deep within their hearts…for their hearts beat as Mine & they reach out to save the lost & the needy. There is a sadness that is rising up in My heart because even though I have warned you many times…even though I have made My truth known, so many continue as they have and nothing has changed…this cannot continue!

This cannot be any longer! For very soon you will see a separation happen in all those who call themselves “My people” & I will show each of you the truth of how things really are. Do not think that this will not affect you, for doing so will be greatly disturbing. For in the time soon coming there will be a dividing happening within the hearts and lives of all who say they are Mine. I am not talking about the dividing of the nations…I am talking about judgment beginning at the house of God.

For truly I tell you that though I have warned you these many months, few have truly responded as I pleased…so many still continue as if they have heard nothing. They continue to heap to themselves teachers, having itchy ears…they continue to seek only words that pet their inactivity & lack of true spirituality. They continue to live for themselves & have not risen up and touched the world with My love. I need My people to stop this while they still can.

I need My people to hear My voice…My full voice…not just the things that make them feel good. Not just things that promise My blessing & victory. I will say it again because I love you. How do you expect to reap what you have not sown? How do you expect Me to give you something that you have not labored in at all? How can you remain in such foolishness thinking that any of these things will just fall into your laps? My word says that the goodness of God leads to repentance.

This is not talking about Me giving you the things you desire & THEN you repent. No! This is talking about My goodness, that which I have already imparted to you will lead you to repent because you are a partaker of My love. If you love me, you WILL keep My commandments…if you love Me, you WILL live as I lived…you will give of your life & show others who I AM. You will take what I have given you & share it with those in need. I speak not just of natural things, but even more so of spiritual things.

For what is greater, the natural or the spiritual? Even so, you must see that your lives are not your own, for you were bought with a price. You are to glorify My Father with your body & your spirit which are God’s. So look at yourselves in light of what I have said. What are you doing with your body & spirit to glorify God? What are you doing to promote HIS kingdom in this world? My people must come to grips with reality & see things as they really are.

If you ARE My people, you WILL do what My people are called to do…you will walk as I did. You will reach out to the lost & dying…you will do the same works that I did…for I came to save mankind. What are you doing to follow Me in all of this? I need you to look within your hearts and see the truth and then turn to Me and do as I say and you will not be disappointed, says the Lord!”


Amen. Dear Saints, the Lord has given me several words in the past regarding the judgment coming to the house of God and the separation that will follow. We MUST take these words seriously and begin seeking Him like never before, sitting at His feet and waiting upon Him, and allowing Him to transform us into His image as we obey Him.

On another note, I would like to give another update regarding my situation at hand. My recovery from the Covid attack is taking longer than I had hoped. I was doing better, then suddenly it seems as though I had caught something else to cause me to feel sick again, though not as bad. So I’m now fighting that.

In addition to this, last night my brother’s dog was having a hard time breathing. I was a bit concerned because we knew that she was going to go soon. She has enlarged mammary gland tumors but is too old for an operation. Also, she was recently diagnosed with Lymphoma. The vet told us that one of the illnesses would end her life soon, so we just let her live out her life as long as she could. Even though she’s technically my brother’s dog, she’s family to me as well.

Then today she suddenly started passing and throwing up blood everywhere. And she wouldn’t eat anything and would barely move around. There was nothing to do for her at this point, so I had to have her put down. It was so heartbreaking. She’s been part of our family for many years and I was very fond of her. She’s been hanging in there for a long time, then seemed to get a little depressed when my brother passed. They were inseparable. It seems as though she decided it was now time to give in since he was no longer with her. Interestingly, I knew that it was going to break my brother’s heart when she finally passed, I just never imagined that it would be my brother who would pass before she did.

This has been such a difficult Christmas holiday for me this year. However, the joy of the Lord is my strength and He comforts me. And I’m not depressed because He gives me hope. In the midst of all the darkness surrounding me this Christmas season, His light and love are still shining brightly in my heart. I am so grateful for all that He has done.

I pray the Lord gives you all a renewed hope for the coming new year. Let’s end this year with a thankful heart and expect a new year filled with His joy, love, and blessings.

Your brother in Christ,

Kevin B.

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Lessons Learned From My Fiery Trial.

Dear Saints,

First I would like to thank all of you who have prayed for me and poured out your love. I’m overwhelmed with all the love and support that many of you have shown toward me in my time of grief and illness.

For those of you who have sent me a personal message, I will eventually respond to each of you as I can. I do feel much better, but I am now battling Covid after effects. It has caused me to be very weak to the point that even the simplest of tasks like getting dressed in the morning takes all my energy and leaves me winded. This has greatly hindered what I’m capable of getting done in a day.

I have a word for the Body of Christ given through my dear friend and pastor. However, before I post it below, I would like to share some important lessons I learned from what I’m going through along with today’s world events that will hopefully instill in each of you the importance of heeding these words given to us by the Lord.

As many of you know, we are not in a “pandemic”, but a “plandemic”. The Covid virus is a bioweapon released upon the earth to bring about the end-time events prophesied in scripture. After the nations spread the fear about the deadly virus, they then created what they call a vaccine that will be everyone’s savior. But actually, it’s not even a vaccine. The CDC even had to change the definition of vaccine so they can call their deadly jab a vaccine. I won’t get into all of what is in the jab, but if you’re unaware, you should conduct your own research and educate yourself.

Although the jab is not the mark of the beast as many are claiming, it is a precursor to the physical mark of the beast. And the Lord is allowing all that is going on right now to shake His people awake to the seriousness of the hour in which we live, and, to reveal our hearts to ourselves as to how we would react to the physical mark of the beast if it were here now.

We are witnessing the divide that the jab is causing within families and friends. We witness the fears and pressures put on people to get the jab. Many businesses and organizations are mandating that their employees get the jab, or lose their job.

But most sadly of all is the fact that many ministry leaders and believers don’t have the spiritual discernment to see what is going on. So ministry leaders, even predominant ones, are encouraging their followers to get the jab, with some churches even opening their doors for people to get it at their church. This reveals to us that if this were the mark of the beast, many ministry leaders, churches, and believers will willingly take it without question.

Then there are those who have given in to fear or pressure and gotten the jab. This reveals to us those who will succumb and take the mark of the beast even though they discern what it is.

We are also witnessing a persecution rise against those who refuse to get the jab. We see a division this has caused even within families. Those who have caved to the persecution now represent those who will cave to the harsh persecution when the darkness comes.

And then there are those who fear that they cannot support their family if they lose their job for not getting the jab, failing to put their trust in God to provide if they choose to make a stand of righteousness against this evil. These ones represent those who will succumb to the mark of the beast instead of trusting God for all their provisions or caving into the pressure of family members who will not trust God.

And then, there are those like myself and my brother who have taken our stand against the jab, choosing to trust in God. Our entire family has gotten the jab and our mother would tell us many times that we need to get it too. And now after my brother’s passing, she is constantly begging me to get the jab. But I will not bow to the beast system.

However, what has happened to my brother and me reveals what will happen to many believers when the gross darkness comes. My brother and I represent those who, even though they will take their righteous stand against the mark, they will be severely afflicted or even lose their life when the gross darkness comes. This is because we represent those who will not be fully matured and prepared spiritually when it comes.

Aside from those who will be martyred, many believers will lose their lives and many others will suffer severely during the coming dark times. Scriptures in the book of Daniel tell us that the AntiChrist Beast in power at the time will wear out the Saints. However, this is speaking of the Saints, not the overcomers. “And he shall speak great words against the most High, and shall wear out the saints of the most High, and think to change times and laws: and they shall be given into his hand until a time and times and the dividing of time.” Daniel 7:25 (KJV)

So then, we still have a small window of time to perfect ourselves through the Spirit of God and become one of the manifested sons/daughters of God who will not be overtaken by the darkness that is coming but yet overcome the darkness instead. “Many shall be purified, and made white, and tried; but the wicked shall do wickedly: and none of the wicked shall understand; but the wise shall understand.” Daniel 12:10 (KJV)

Unfortunately, most churches today are not teaching this to their followers and are ignorantly teaching an easy-out pretribulation rapture instead. That is preventing believers from preparing themselves now because of their false belief that they will not be here to go through times of gross darkness.

And so God is allowing all that is going on to shake His people awake out of this deception. But sadly, many cannot discern this, or simply refuse to give up their pet doctrine that they will not have to go through the quickly coming time of gross darkness.

But it is different for those of us who can discern all of this. We can see our opportunity to prepare ourselves now. And that brings me to my point of the importance of heeding these words given to us by the Lord that teach and help us in preparing and cleansing ourselves now so that we will not only stand but overcome during the coming darkness.

And with that, I will now post the latest word from the Lord given through my dear friend and pastor.


Truly Walking In God’s Glory In This Hour.

The Lord says: I come to My people because I love them…for I love them with an everlasting love. And because of this great love, I must tell My people the truth, for My word IS truth. My people can only be sanctified by My truth, therefore My people must be willing to let go of their perception of truth as they have established it in their lives & they must now take on the truth that I say, for My word has power…My word established the heavens…My word has created everything that there is! My word has the ability to take you from where you are & to place you in a position to receive My glory.

For My glory has been given through My Son, as I have given Him His request, that the glory I gave Him, I would give you. And so it is My people, the time for My glory to be manifested in this last hour has come. I look for those who will be true carriers of My glory in this hour. For though there may be many who desire Me to do this, there are few that have done as I pleased, so that this very thing can happen. I look upon My people & I see the desire is there…but there is no real submission to the things that must change, in order for My glory to be seen.

For truly I cannot shine My glory on you if you have things that are hidden in your lives…for these things do hinder & keep My glory from coming. I look to the east, the west, the north & the south, for those who will be willing to tear down the hidden things. I look for those whose eyes will be opened to know the true state of the heart of man. For each of you must look at your hearts & be honest with Me…for the truth cannot be avoided. My glory will shine, as My people will truly take the veil off of their hearts. And this veil that I speak of, represents the things that My people refuse to look into.

These are the things that I am looking for within you. These are the things that I need for My people to let go of. For without this there can be no real manifestation of My glory in you. It is time that My people be willing to see things as they truly are. No longer can My people stay in the place they are in. For this is the hour of the demonstration of My glory to this lost & dying world, but so few are ready…so few are in the position to see this happen. So few are truly broken & see their hearts as I see them. As long as My people will continue to hold onto their predetermined faith as they have established within themselves, this will hardly happen.

For I said you would know the truth, for the truth would set you free. This truth is not your truth…it is MY truth & My truth is unshakeable…My truth never changes…My truth never fails! But so many of My people do not seem to have this kind of faith, for when trials or tribulations do come…when situations & circumstances take hold of you, the faith you possess takes a back seat & fear sits upfront & drives My people away from Me. No longer can My people stand in a faith that does this. No longer can My people try to hold onto something that was built to satisfy the flesh. My people must now take hold of Me & My truth so they can see My glory come.

For when your hearts will truly turn unto Me, as I desire, there will be no stopping what I desire to do through you. For My people will stand in the truth of My word & their lives will begin to reflect My glory onto the lost & needy. It is time for My people to see as I see. It is time for My people to walk as I walk. It is time that My people take hold of the word of truth…not just the truth that suits you & your ways. For My ways are everlasting & My truth leads to freedom & splendor. My truth will take My people to heights they have never seen. My truth will reveal My glory & the carriers of My glory will shine as lights in a dark place.

It is time for my people to let go of all that does hinder them…it is time for my people to cast away all that does hinder My glory to come. For as My people will do as I say & stop hiding behind a faith that doesn’t please Me, but only SELF… THEN will My people know that I am the Lord God Almighty & My works shall show for themselves within them & through them. Hear Me, My people & be willing to do what I say. For I said that as you will submit unto Me & open your hearts fully unto Me, holding back nothing…then will I be able to change you into My image. Then will I be able to transform you & you will shine with the “kaw-bode”, the heavy glory & your lives will never be the same again.

Some have tasted of this very thing at times in the past…this was to SHOW you…but now My people must do what I just said so I can do what I need to do. This requires you to be PASSIVE. That means that I work & you do nothing contrary to what I do. This can only happen as your hearts have truly turned unto Me. For when the heart truly turns to Me, the transformation can occur & My people will be changed from glory to glory, even by My spirit, says the Lord. You are now in exciting times, My people…what you do in these times is up to you. You will either remain the same & go nowhere, or you will turn unto Me as I have spoken & see Me do exceedingly abundantly above all you can ask or think, for My glory will shine through you. Choose My way & you that you will not be disappointed, says the Lord!”


Amen, dear Saints. God is good and He is showing us the way to prepare NOW so that we will carry His glory and become overcomers before the gross darkness falls. It would behoove each of us to take His words seriously and heed His commands. Much love and blessings to you all.

Your brother in Christ,

Kevin B.

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Update To Needed Prayers For Healing.

Dear Saints,

It was on November 28th that I last put out a posting asking for prayer because of the sickness attack on me. Some of you sent me your prayers and I may not have been able to respond to everyone at the time. But after reading this post, you will understand why.

As I mentioned in my last post, I didn’t want to see a doctor and get labeled with Covid and then admitted into a hospital. I just don’t trust hospitals and many doctors for several reasons, but especially if I have Covid.

However, it was very soon apparent that I was fighting against the Covid bioweapon. Unfortunately though, my brother also caught it, and within only about two days of fighting it, passed away in our home. It was so sudden. He told me that he was having trouble breathing and so in addition to me and others praying over him over the phone, I called 911. But before the paramedics got here, he had already stopped breathing. They worked on him for what seemed like at least thirty minutes, but were unable to revive him.

Needless to say, I was both shocked and heartbroken. He’s not just my brother, he’s also my brother-in-the-Lord and my best friend.

The day after his passing it was apparent that I was getting worse instead of better and I felt that I needed medical treatment. That’s not to say that the Lord could not have completely healed me, but I may have been compromised in my faith because of the loss of my brother and the severity of the attack on me. There were times that I wasn’t for sure if I was going to make it.

So, I drove myself to the nearest emergency center, and because of the condition I was in, they immediately took me in and began running tests. Among several other Covid related issues, I was diagnosed with Covid pneumonia in both lungs. So the emergency doctor informed me that he was admitting me to the hospital for treatment.

I revealed some of my concerns to the doctor, and in our talk, I learned that he was also a Christian. He assured me that my wishes must be honored at the hospital, which gave me a little comfort. He also said that his family had also decided to decline taking the vaccine and face Covid head on if they catch it. And it just so happens that he caught it twice and was treated and fully recovered both times. His words were a little comforting for me in the face of my concerns of being admitted into the hospital.

I told him about my brother and how it took his life so quickly. The doctor said that it sounded as though my brother caught blood clots from the Covid which caused his sudden death. But at that time, I didn’t have any because Covid affects people differently.

Anyway, after I was admitted into the hospital, the doctor at the hospital explained his plan of action in how he was going to treat me. And he asked me if things were to go down hill, did the hospital have my permission to put me on a ventilator machine. I said absolutely not because I already knew that it’s been reported that 75% of people who get put on venilator’s don’t make it. I also said absolutely no vaccines or flu shots.

The doctor didn’t like my answer, but there was nothing he could do. So, he began describing my treatment and mentioned a medicine that’s known for causing the death of Covid patients. I asked for any alternative, but he said that their only other alternative is another medicine that’s known for causing blood clots, so they only use that one if the patient isn’t responding to the first treatment. But he assured me that most patients have responded well to the treatment, and if they see that I’m not, then they will stop using it.

I was reluctant, but went ahead and agreed because I needed something done to get rid of the Covid. So as soon as I was alone in my hospital room, I prayed and committed my life into the hands of the Lord believing that He would watch over me. I also had many others praying for me.

So as soon as I could, I used my cell phone to look up the name of the medicine the doctor was going to treat me with. I found a lot of negative things about the medicine, including a huge number of deaths of people who were treated by it. I will refrain from posting the name of the medicine on here to avoid any legal trouble.

However, I did learn that majority of deaths caused by the medicine was with people who were put on the ventilator machine. So I was glad that I refused it. I also discovered many side effects caused by the medicine that could lead to death. But my doctor never mentioned any of those side effects. So, as I was under treatment, I paid close attention to make sure I never suffered any of the side effects. If I had gotten just one, I would have immediately told the doctor to cease from using that medicine on me.

However, as the days went by, the doctor said that I was responding well to the treatment. I knew this to be so because of the Lord watching over me. At one time I even praised God in front the doctor which caused him to immediately stop talking to me and quickly leave the room. That told me a lot about my doctor, but as I said, I knew that my life was in the Lord’s hands and He was watching over me.

While in the hospital, the Lord began dealing with my heart concerning my brother. I do believe that my brother’s life was cut short from the Lord’s full plan for his life. However, it’s not that the devil got the victory over my brother. When he was attached with this sickness and stopped breathing, his spirit was then present with the Lord in heaven. And even though the Lord can resurrect my brother even today, I have to acknowledge that my brother has his own will that the Lord will not override. So, like most others who get a glimpse of heaven, if my brother chooses not to come back to this earthly realm because of the glory he’s experiencing, then the Lord will honor his will.

I was finally released from the hospital and that’s why I’m now able to put out this posting. Though I am still recovering and your prayers for my full recovery are greatly appreciated.

I’m now having to deal with my brother’s body and it looks as though cremation is my only option because a burial just cost’s too much. A burial can cost anywhere between $6,000 to $10,000. But I can have his body cremated for somewhere between $1,200 and $1,500. Of course, there are always other costs involved in the end, but that seems to be close to the amount that I will need. So if anyone is able to donate anything to help with the cost, it would be greatly appreciated.

This all has been a very difficult trial for me. But the Lord has comforted me and protected me. I know that when this is all over, I will only be stronger in my walk and faith in the Lord. “And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose.” Romans 8:28 (NKJV)

I’m not disheartened, but encouraged instead. I know that God is good and good things are coming. I will soon be posting some encouraging words from the Lord. Thank you all for your prayers and support, and may the Lord abundantly bless you in return for your faithfulness.

Your brother in Christ,

Kevin B.

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